Quotes to live by < 3

Someone recently told my that I was insightful and full of little quotes of wisdom about life. I never thought of myself as a philosopher, or maybe I just never noticed before. Knowing it now, I really like thinking of myself that way. It makes me unique. <3

Eclipse!

So, this is posted very late (Sry Guys I've been slaking!) But my Mom and I went to the Eclipse Premiere on June 30th! We Started out the night by watching the Twilight/New Moon double feature and then preceded the the premiere! It was awesome. I made a shirt from an old white t-shirt and decorated it. Then I took lotion and glitter and made my Madre and I all sparkley.





We topped it off by adding plastic fangs that were so cheaply made, that it took all we had to make them look good in the pictures. As is, they still look pretty bad.



The movie was excellent! The new director really took it to the next level and covered a great deal of the book. I was very impressed.

All in all, it was an amzng night and I can't wait for the next one to come out! On a side note, this was also the first 12:01am premiere my mom and I had ever gone to together. <3

Till next blog: Me.

School Week 1!

I went amazing. My calling is cosmetology.. I love it! Week one, and I already have a client. It's incredible to be right on track with what you're meant to do in life. Truly incredible. It's like this weight has been lifted, no more pressures or fears about what I want t do in life. I'm lucky-- most seniors in college don't have that feeling yet. I may not get the "college life" that I dreamed of, but I get many other great experiences. I am a little sad I won't have "the glory days" of college but I've found that those who dwell in the past can't move onto the future and that's where I'm flying by. I love this new chapter in my lfe and though I have pieces of the past peaking in, I've found they are slowing deteriorating and that makes me smile because I remember when I couldn't imagine life with out those pieces.

As far as men goo, I'm still looking and I'm having a fun time doing that. No sex can be a strain but after a while I now understand I'd rather be connected emotionally first an then physically. Unfortunately, most men don't share the same opinion, especially considering they can get "put out" so easily nowadays. That thought scares me, because I don't like being alone for long, but something tells me that now that I'm on the right path, the right guy won't be too far around the corner.

Till next Blog (TNB)
Holly <3

Funny pics

EPIPHANY!

So, I had an epiphany today; which by definition is "moment of revelation and insight".
Can you guess what it's about? I'm sure you could: Love, naturally. I've decided I can wait on love. Now for those who know me- that's no easy feat. I've never been single for more then three months, and I've never had a healthy relationship. I'm always fighting fate one way or another and I never pay attention to red flags. Now I would never say it was a waste. I don't regret anything and I've done some amazing this because of my past relationships. Most have included traveling as you know. (On a side note, I now know how much I LOVE to travel and that I definitely want it in my life.)

But in all my past relationships, I'm always the one giving up the most, whether they can or can't- it's me who gives the most and I'm done with it.

Why waste time and wait for someone who isn't as serious as you? Why give up your family and a sense of "home" for someone who doesn't treat you right? Why give your all to someone who wouldn't cherish you, and keep you the only girl in his life? Why uproot yourself from everything you've know and let your life and family become strangers, if the person you are doing it for isn't sure about you?

These questions aren't worth answering and my epiphany has taught me something.

If I'm not happy just being with myself, then how can I enjoy and truly appreciate myself with others? Now I'm not saying I'm going to become a loner, but I am going to take some time and learn to just be content with me. I need to be happy with what I have and stop always trying to put someone else in it.

My epiphany was this, "I'm happy, and I can continue to be this way on my own. I'm waiting for the right person to cross my path and I'm going to stop looking for it. I want and deserve someone who knows how awesome, sweet, and pretty I am. Someone who will cherish me. Someone who will never make me feel inferior or insecure. I want a specific guy, and I wont settle for less. When the time is right it'll be right and I wont have to push it. I will not have sex again until I am in-love. Sign, Sealed, Delivered <3"

So for now, I am going to focus on school (I'm a full time student in fashion cosmetology school starting next tues!!) and continue to work out, and work part time. Besides, with all that and a little bit of time for friends, who has time for a boyfriend anyway?

Goodnight Blog <3
-h

P.s. Epiphany is also going to be the title of my new song <3