Hey guys.
Nothing to much new. I'm still on the job hunt and down to my last few dollars. But I'm still optomistic. Going to apply to a few more jobs today and then head off to lakeview park to relax and meditate. It's really pretty out there. I'd go sit out on my gorgeous dock, but my brother, Cody, and his friends are being loud and silly; and lord knows I can't meditate with roudy boys in the background.
Jessie and I went to go see Leap Year with my mother and Cody's girlfriend, Kaitlin. It was fun and th movie was pretty cute. Then we came home and went shopping for a bit which was fun. We made these amazing chocolate mini cakes. They were so good. We added chocalte drizzle and vanilla ice cream on top too. They were heaven!
I still haven't been able to talk to Josh yet, though I'm still doing good. It feels so much better to know where he's at at least. Wondering drove me crazy. lol Silly me has my phone at my side at all times, and spent the last few nights keeping the computer on--Just in case. I just really don't want to miss being able to talk to him again.
I had a little more support, which is great, but is also in part the outcome of going out less; which really I don't mind. Second in part by hanging out with a different crowd, and that I don't mind either. it's mainly just my mom and Jess, but there amazing, so i don't need anyone else anyway. :P
It may sound silly, but since it is MY blog and I'm not really writing it for anyone (though I do slightly hope people read it. haha)I'll say it anyway; before I left Japan, Josh gave me a small travel bottle of his colonge to spray on my pillow (which was one of the sweetest gestures in my life). It's funny because Jess and I were sitting at my house and I was holding my pillow in my lap, and frquently I caught a whiff on his colonge and it made happy and sad. Happy because A. It smells amazing, and B. becuase I could just picture him holding me or memories when I caught a whiff of it when I was close to him in Japan. Sad, because I'm reminded how long I have to go before I can smell it on him again. Okay enough about that. lol
I'm dying my hair tomorrow. It the same color (bronzed rubies) revitlized and I'm excited because I haven't died my hair in 5 months. I'm also going to have tiny highlights of maroon too. It'll be bold but not too outlandish. I can't wait.
I'll write more tomorrow. But sleep is needed as I have an amazing interview tomorrow and if Josh gets online later tonight, I'd like to have a little sleep. Wish me luck! Oh, and I'll work on being more promt with my post, too. I skipped a couple days. lol
Till' later -Me
